Hey! Merry Christmas to everyone! ^_^ Miss you girls so much!! When are we meeting up, huh? Now we have a reason to meet up! It's Christmas!! ... not really. It'll be over in 2 hours but what the heck! Come on! I've got something for all you people! ^_^

Whoa...

Wow!! It's been centuries since anyone blog here...so teruk la all of u!

Anyway, today....accident happen...but minor wan la! Sry la Debbie and Jie, hope u ppl din freak out! I doubt that, both of u also accident before!

But anyway, I'm actually pretty lazy to write anything in details but let's hope all of us get jobs ok? Since we walk around so hard today just for that! And my mom, keep asking me to take the MPH job if I get it...lalallalala, she just never stops man! Argh... anyway, good luck to Tracey and Steph! Still got 1 more paper rite? As for us, good luck for getting job =p

ATTENTION EVERYONE AND ANYONE

haha,now that ive gotten your attention.just wanna wish all you upper sixers lots of luck in your stpm.remember,when get good results,belanja me because my wishes are very lucky.if you get mediocre results,belanja me because of my lucky wishes,you didnt fail.if you get bad results,belanja me because we can go karaoke together to sing the blues away.so remember ar!haha...bitchin-babes,after stpm yum cha!take care you all.huggies...

hey y'all!!!

hey.. no blogs lately???bored til wanna announce to the world a stupid dog bit me!!!!! sigh.. only the tetanus jab was more painful than the bite.. haha... sigh... pui yih's bday hor??? so specially dedicated to ms blur... wonder if she knows how to get to this pg anot...haha guess she's not THAT blur... muacks... bitchin babes outing still tak jadi til today wor!!! how how?

sorry

sorry for the previous deleted blog..
cant post it...im creating conflicks..n curiosity...felt bad...but anyway..forget bout it..ppl who read it...u guys should know...its not for a specific person..but a lot ppl...so don;t think its only for a person...
sorry for the inconvinient and misconception...n wateva la...donno how to write...
so take cares all..
sorry yah...im ok...im not angry..just pissed at that time..so no worries...donnola...donno wat to write

I have so had it!!

I so have had it with u ppl...I was just minding my own damn business until I found out u delete a teeny weeny testimonial from me. If u didn't approved it, I can still accept it, but u delete it after a long time it's there. Do u know what this means? You've ruin a friendship once and for all. I dun care if it's your own doing or is it your girlfren. Maybe u dun care at all. I dun even know why in the 1st place. What the hell did i do in the 1st place? As far as i know, nothing.

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Up till now, if u've wave and said hello or bye, I would wave and say hi...but that's it man. You're the one who did this. I know it was just a testimonial but by deleting it, it meant a lot. I always wanted to say this, but I never said it but now, I am not holding back anymore.

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WE'RE DEFINITELY NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE.

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I dun care if i offended anyone by reading this but I dun give a damn anymore. You've told me that now that u have a girlfriend, u wouldn't spend or share much with me anymore. That's ok. I was fine with it. And then, u told me, your girlfren is the one not letting u talk to me. That's ok too. I dun mind but there's still hi and bye. And then now, u've showed me this. Maybe I am sensitive but I am sure that little testimonial there doesn't even have anything lovey dovey or whatever like det. I accepted that perhaps you just love her so much to hurt her. I really did understand u know?

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I didn't know whether to feel betrayed or feel dissapointed. Maybe I should wipe my glasses and see clearly what friends I make next time. I should have known I shouldn't share so much with u. I should have known that I shouldn't have believe whatever u said. I did. I trusted u with secrets. But u've took all that and never return back. Even as a fren. No words could even explain how I felt now.

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I have so many other frens that are much worse than u in attitude. But did u know? They appreciate friendship and no matter what or who came in the way. They've would come forward to help and talk to me if I have trouble or when I needed help. Instead, u have turn ur head away right u found someone inportant. Now I know how small I've been. Now I know, what am I to u. Now I know, u didn't treated me as a friend at all.

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Now, I know, u're not a fren or anyone I know after all. I dun know u. I will never look at u anymore. I am not going to mention ur name from my lips anymore. I've so had it. I've been patient enough with u and ur girlfren's attitude for so long. My patience has worn off.

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If u know who the hell are u, get a grip. You have no idea what has she done behind your back. And girl, you have no idea what my-used-to-dear-fren-of-mine said behind ur back. You wouldn't have guess it all ur life.

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I never wanna talk about it anymore...

u're too much....

Hahahhaha! I beat Steph to blogging 1st!! Let's see...where shall I start...
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It happen like this, Me and Steph skipped school...yes, again, and we do our usual thing again! As usual, we will go for breakfast this time in a mamak in seksyen 14 and guess wat?! She ate the whole plate of roti canai...haha...ok, i'm making it sound dramatic!
Then, around 8 sumthing, we went to OUG's warnet...yes to DOTA again. It's been so long since we played it so spare us! And in the beginning, I won 2 times in a row, and it has a reason to it! It's not because I'm great or wat, it's because i was using The Sentinel and not The Scourge. BEcause, in the 3rd round, we switched teams and I LOSE!! Steph was taking her revenge on me!! And...she sound bitchy whie doing that!! Hahahahha! I'm serious! When she lose, she'll start saying "You're too much man, Munyee...too much!!!" And when she wins...whoaaa! She goes "Nanana, I win...yes I win Munyee" Maybe that's not exactly she say la..but roughly yes! Actually, when i was winning, I was like det too...=p and losing...same also..hahhaha! So, both of us were being bitchy in the CC!
Oh, and one more thing, while we were there, there's this sakai fella who keeps repeating the song crazyfrog on his comp and it gets so annoying coz it goes over and over again!! That's one idiot I wanna mention...^^
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And...we went to get bubble tea again today! It was so delicious rite?! It was so nice it can make your stomach bloat! Hahah! Seriously, we were so doom to be doing this a week before trials! We should try this again, but after exams ok? And not only 1 on 1...let's get more ppl!!! Kla...go study!! WheEE~~ I'm just being pathetic, I won't study now...=.=

So Darn Fake

I thought it'll be different after the holidays. You know, hopefully they'll ignore me and I can peacefully ignore them. But, no. I do try my best to ignore them, though. They're so despicable. They're indescribable. Do they really think they're on top of the world? Oh, come on.

Ignoring me when the other one is there watching your every move? Then being so darn nice to me when the other one is not there to see what you do? Similar to what Mun Yee is feeling, yeah. That.

But, not that it really bothers me much. Just felt like blogging here because I'm having this guilt of not blogging for so long. Hehe...

I'll just be ignorant to those who piss me off because I know that I'll only hurt myself more than I'm hurting them who piss me off. Yeah. Life rocks. You just don't know it yet. Haha...

When is the North and South pole going to split? Naturally, scientifically, North and South magnets attract but that doesn't apply for the North and South pole. Oh, I know! The North pole just wants to invade the South pole and then they'd split. Right, right?? I hope! I really, really hope! Then again, if the two poles stick together, the rest of the countries wouldn't be able to meet one another. Russia, America, China, Africa, Japan and Europe all pushed together and cramped at the top of the world while North and South pole take the bottom.

Yay. *step* *step* Bet those countries on the top of the world feels damn good.

finally jayne is here.a contradicting entry.muahaha...

sorry u gurls,i finally realised that i have never blogged in our blog.haha.how terrible of me...at last i read through all your previous posts.at times in life,we make mistakes.learn from it,it will make u a much stronger person,able to handle more in life.unfortunately,life is often unfair.thus,we make even more mistakes.but that's life,and we have to deal with it.heartbreaks often happen,but,love must never be rushed.if that person isnt right,the relationship will never work out no matter how hard you try.being single and being in a relationship has its ups and downs.it solely depends on us on whether we want to be happy.our life is our choice,not anyone else's.trust your gut feeling more than anyone else's judgement.im not saying dont trust your friends,pls do especially if you are extremely close to them,but after listening to what your friend's have to say,think of what you really think.be honest with yourself,and then make the decision.if you make the right one,congrats and if you dont,at least you made the decision yourself and not make another person make it for u.ok,basically im crapping,but i just want you gurls to know i feel your pain,your anguish,your disappointments.but remember,life is no bed of roses,for even roses have thorns unless you break them.but that's another story...

hurt.. twice....

never again will i trust him ever... i can't believe it ended again.. and the reason???he might have to study and work soon.. and he'll be that busy that he can't keep me company.. so we should break up.. and the way he tells me??/

comes to pick me up from school.. and then holds my hand n says,
"dahlin, i have something to tell u."
"do u think we should be together?" (bastard.. don't u think u should have asked urself that before u asked for another chance?)
"i just spoke with my manager.. she can talk to the main boss and i might be able to go back sooner than expected!"
"if i do go back,i'll be very busy.. will have no time for u.."
"so how?"
"so how"...
to which i say it is up to him cos it makes no difference to me already...in my heart i know it's not going anywhere.. and it will end.. yet i still waited.. hoping.. maybe i'm silly to hope for something as impossible and miraculous..i have my other options and choices.. i pushed everything away just for him.. again,mind u.. for the second time i allowed myself to be vulnerable... and he chose to break it again..
was it just a game to u? just cos i was the one to say break up the first time?but still even the first time it was because u changed.. cos u "thought" (ya he said he thought) u liked someone else.. right?so u just wanted to be the one to do the dumping this time round?i thought this time u'd be serious.. sure u were.. u were seriously determined to ruin my life once again..
i really had forgotten all about u.. even the occasional bumping into u had no effects whatsoever on me.. then u had to do it again...why? is it fun? do u feel amused? well im not!!i'm using every inch of my will power to not curse u rite now.. every urge not to take my dad's car.. look for my friends to bash u up..but that's no point is it? i'll be stooping to ur level.. as i'd told u in the car.. i really never wish to have to see u again..
so if u read this.. or any of u who noes him... please let him noe i think he's a... and i never ever want to see his face ever again..if u happen to see me walk away.. or let me noe.. so i can go away.. it'll save us both the trouble..honestly i won't be nice.. won't be courteous anymore.. u r really a..... do u noe how much i'd given up for u? how many chances how many outings how many friends.. all lost just because of u.. u should noe rite? last year.. im being a real bitch n bringing this up cos i want the world to noe i regret.. i regret the day i refused to listen to my frens.. those who told me i shud think again when i told them bt u!! i regret those times i had to lose two close close frens.. all for u.. even after we broke up.. u made me lose another fren.. u never seem to stop trying to diminish my friendships, do u?
maybe i made the wrong choice.. maybe i shouldnt have believed all the sweet talk u gave.. wait a minute.. then there are the incidents of u being too busy for me.. honestly i shudnt hv gotten back shud i? cant blame u i was so stupid..i thought u were for real.. but it seems u rnt.. i thought u'd at least try harder but even from the start it seemed to me like i was a part time hobby.. y did i stay? did u think bout tht? thru it all.. i stayed.. thinkin it'll change.. that nothing stays the same forever.. but u still loved me in ur own way.. but it was just a childish,foolish dream..ill always rank lower than ur frens n ur priorities.. u!wont i?
i really hate u for bringing back the pain the hurt the misery.. all over again,... double the pain this time..thanks to the "wonderful" memoried the 1st time i broke up with u!u really noe which buttons to push dont u?
i totally understand aun jie rite now...dun bother to explain dun bother to say anything anymore.. n aun jie my dear u r rite.. dont ever ever.. give ppl like these a chance.. its better than takin a chance and gettin our heart trampled over once more...we will survive wont we??? n be happy doin it too...
i won't die without u.. don't u ever dare look at me with that kind of pretentious worry and concern u expressed just now.. or i mite really hurt u!one way or another...don't tell me u care..don't ask me if i'm ok with that stupid look upon ur face.. n no we can't be friends because unlike my exes.. u are truly an asshole.. u didn't care bout how i'd feel at all did u? all u saw was another opportunity for u to be busy.. i see it now.. u lost a job u got lonely? bored maybe? i can see im an amusement.. a form of entertainment.. well congratulations.. u got ur laugh.. and u have a great future.. i wish ull be happy i really do... i also pray u can sleep peacefully knowing that u tricked me over and over again..and i know ull be in bliss to noe now that u have even lost the little respect i had for u last time we broke up..thank u for hurtin me.. thank u for feeding me transparent lies that i could see thru... thanmk u for holdin my feelings in ur hands and playin with them.. thank u tremendously for all those hugs n kisses while u were secretly laughin at me..
i just want u to noe that i truly truly despise u.. maybe ill learn to forget.. but to forgive??? we'll just have to see wont we? lets hope i get lucky.....thank u for also making this very good day turn into a horible day.. thanks for startin my skul hols with a horrendous break up.. thanks for being a real jerk...

Childish & Immature Bitch

I absolutely do not believe she did that. I do not believe she said that! What was she trying to do or prove? *sigh* Here's the story...

She tried breaking Tracey and I up.

I mean, hello! Tracey and I are inseparable. We're soulmates. Totally can't be broken up. We're practically married! (sorry, Pak How... it's a fact! ^^)

Come on, I went for a movie with Debbie, Pui Yih and Mun Yee and it wasn't even planned. They planned, yes. I invited myself there. There was a little problem at first so I called them up and asked if I could join them. A bit tak malu but they said okay and I went there and met up with them.

I found this out today:

She told Tracey something like this: 'She go out watch movie with them never invite you meh? Huh? Like that you call friend wan meh? Why she like that wan?'

In the first place, Tracey didn't really care. Why is she complaining so much? I'm at fault cause we didn't call her but we had Economics extra class, see. And I skipped, naturally. I told Tracey I went out with them and she didn't say much. Tracey didn't even say something like: 'Oh, like that la... never invite me.'

Nothing.

She's so childish and immature. She thinks she can ruin our friendship? She better think twice about that! Tracey and I have been better friends than she and her so-called best friend have been. Tracey and I have never had an argument before. We always talked about stuff and laughed about stuff. Unlike her? Come on... before they became best friends, she bitched about her best friend so much it was sickening. Planned on ditching her best friend and all. Just because she has no friends anymore? Gosh, grow up and get a life. Are you confused or something? Cause I think you do not know what you want in life.

She even did the same thing to Tracey and Mun Yee. Do you realise? She would tell Tracey all this kind of things? You cannot trust Mun Yee so much. Do you know what I think of that?

BULLSHIT

This is really pissing me off. If you're jealous because we now have a circle of better friends, you're so damn right for feeling like that. You're making us dislike you more. Trying to ruin friendships? Being a stupid batu api?? Oh, come on. Even losers have better things to do!

You know what? You're making yourself suffer. If you didn't start this whole 'You can't trust her' shit, you would have more friends. And if you could just take that bitchy face off and be nice to other people, you would have more friends. And if you could just put your bloody ego down for one stupid second and maybe say 'hi', you would have more friends. For your bloody bitchy face, you bloody attitude and your bloody ego, you lost most of your friends. And you think too much you're jeopardising your own relationshipS.

Harap maaf. Kesulitan amat dikesali.

Due to some unwanted misunderstandings or (maybe) squabblings, we have deleted a post by Pui Yih on the 2nd of August. Those who have read the post are required to be quiet about it (but very good you have read it!) and to those who have not, well... your loss.

Wheeee!!! Finally have Dota at home~~!! Thanks Steph....this post is so definitely for you!! Arigato! Especially since i failed to install it...and i still duno wat's da reason behind it and u know? She come to my house to install it for me!!
*Muax muax* Haha!! This is gonna be da best thing...wuahhah! But, i still suck at Dota...for some reason =p Kla...anyway...thanks Staphanie! U're da best!!!!

yea!!!!

at last!!!! i noe hw to update picture in my photo album oredi!!! finally.... i got pic in my photo album!!!! hahaha!!! i ngap fung oly ler....take care o!!! miss ya!!!

tis is call friends la?

Hey gurls..i'm really piss at someone 2day..da gul(LP) in my class which is supposed 2 be my friend..but nOw? not anymorE!!..No one wanna be friend wif her n lots of her friends always kutuk her..I do last time..but recently I'm good 2 her coz i kesian her..buT then she did something dat make me got really PISS at her..She's an idiot F***ing b***h(not allow 2 swear coz my pak how darling dun let)..hhehe...I HATE her so so much..ok its like this..da day before yesterday which is Tuesday,Lp ask me 2 help her 2 tick da names of da students row by row for da class pictures..its her idea,just started doin it tis year..at 1st she ask our opinions..me n keane, n we dun agree it coz it is a waste of time..but then she insist on doin it..so i say ok la..actually its my job also coz i'm also part of editorial board thingy..actually my duty is on da wednesday wan..but then since debbie got 2 do her practical,so i help LP n sim yee on tuesday..SO me n sim yee do all da work accept LP..she came n help a bit n then went back 2 da class 2 study ...then later after recess Lp came back again 2 chat wif her friends..dat time is pn thina's period,so jin vei come n call us coz pn thina ask him 2...but then dat time we still havent complete our work yet..so we ask jin vei 2 explain 2 teacher but then he dunno how 2 explain so i say better if ask Lp 2 explain n she say's ok..she will explain 4 us ...

So i thought settle already..i thought nothing would happen..then i cont doin da stuff wif them on wednesday too...Then 2day when thina came in...she called me,simyee n LP 2 stand up n explain bout tuesday...then this thina say LP can sit down coz she came back 2 her class dat day...Then she started asking us where we went n stuff..THen I was explaining bout da stuff we got 2 do for da editorial board thingy...THen she ask us why we dint ask permission from her ...she also raises her voice at us la...THen I say la dat we told LP 2 explain for us already dat time..n then pn thina say LP dint..she just came in n sat down..then this on Thina started scolding us saying dat we consider ponteng class already n stuff ..I was like HUH?? then i call her name,she dint even look back n answer me..she just kept quiet...waT the hecK???She is da one who plan all this n she is da one who ask us 2 do all this n why is she treating us like dat..we help her so she shud stand up for us n say something rite..at least explain 2 pn thina for us la..ok well. If she really did explain for us dat day..then she shud tell Pn thina she did ma n not just keep quite there n some more we are her friends..how can she treat is like dat..ISH..n some more she is da one whos in charge in this thingy..I felt damm hurt n i cried in class coz i am damm angry wif her dat time n also I hate ppl blaming on me when i'm not wrong..its not my fault ma, it is her who ask me 2 this stuff n c? I'm da one who kena blame...ISHHH!!!gRRRRRRRRR...!!!!!!.I treat her as my friend..n c? wat she did 2 me..do things 4 her n she take me for a scrapegoat n used me as well......cant stand her..dun like this kind of ppl...she suck!!!

Me Me..my tuRn..^o-NighT^

.....I think this year O-night is da best!!!..It is also my happiest day ever in my life..coz i could spend my entire day wif my darling Pak how..n also not 2 forget..my friends n da bitching babes..I feel so hang fuk coz I notice i got so many friends around me.. I was so happy when I'm taking pics wif u all..at da moment i really feel like crying..but dun wan make u ppl worry so i dint hehe..I will remember dat night forever..

I hope i got chance like dat again..coz i really miss dat night...miss dat moment..so here's wat i did dat day..I went home early also coz my mom come n take report card n Pn aznida say i could go home.. then i went in class 2 pack my stuff..when I wanna leave da class,this pn Thina dun allow me 2 go,she said i can only go back home da day before which is da real report card day..i was like shit wat shud i do..some more my mom is waiting alreadi..then i told pn thina dat i dun have transport 2 go home later if i dun follow my mom go..then luckyly she just let me go,but think she kinda angry wif me..but i dun give a damm la..coz if i dun go home early i really got no time 2 prepare...Coz my darling is picking me up at 4.30pm..so ok.. went home n then rest a bit coz i dint sleep at all da night before n i got this really huge eye bag..Then later around 2pm i went 2 da saloon near my house 2 do my hair..i already plan dat my hair shud let down then curl a bit n then braid a bit but then da saloon girl insist dat it will not be nice n she did something else..she curl my bottom hair n then tie half..at 1st i really thought it is not nice... then when she let me look at da mirror from da back it looks not bad..i like da back part of my hair ...

So when i finish doin my hair is already around 3 .30pm..so i got time 2 do my nails..but before i finish doin my nails is already 4.20pm..so i rush 2 get all my stuff..but luckyli i already pack mostly of my stuff few days ago haha..coz if i pack last min i sure left out something wan..Then later pak how came after fetching Adrian,da car is full of stuff...wif pak how's n adrian shirts n stuff n also my stuff...We were early dat time coz my darling scare jamm..on day way 2 da hotel also got jam a bit..Then when i reach there,we went 2 da ballroom 1st..then kugen,joey,kar hoe,n shaun was there...n this kar hoe was playing dota..then later pak how ganti kar hoe's place play dota pulak..haiyo guys'...while he is playing i go look around...I thought of playing da drums but there's no any drumstick there..darn bored..after a few mins jayne n gan reach..YeaH..I can't wait 2 do da make ups...But of course we have 2 go check in 1st la..waited quite long also le..think around 6 only we can go in our rooms leh...So da guys in one room while me n jayne in one room..Then we started doin our make ups..Jayne help me do da make up la coz i dunno how 2 do at all..she also do hers...a few times pak how knock our door just 2 borrow glitters 4 adrian and weng fatt's hair..

Then later there's one girl knock our door n jayne opens da door n i look outside..i was wondering who's dat? I thought it was some junior..i thought it was qui zheng hehe..Then after she call my name then i think for awhile only realize it was actually Mun YeE heheh..i couldn't regconized her..Sorry ..She came wif aunjie..Both of them look gorgeous..I just knew aunjie dat day ..we intro each other..she is very friendly..at she make up for me some more..she is so pro!...Thanks a Lot...my darling also say i look pretty hehe.. THanks again yeah...Later pui yih also came..she looks really very diff....Munyee,puiyih,aunjie,sinyun,steph,debbie,Jayne n steph also looks sexy,pretty,hot n gorgeous dat night..Then in a while..steph n mervn also came la..she havent do her make up yet so aunjie help her.after finish make up wif steph..then puiyih,munyee n aunjie go 2 da ballroom first...Gan n pak how were ready already wif tie,blazzer n stuff..so we all wait for steph a while...steph n jayne wore all black while me is in all pink..pak how also wore pink wif da tie i gave him...both of us so chan hehe..

Then around 7 somthing we went 2 da ballroom..nearly all da tables were full coz we were kinda late...so we found a table at da side but quite front..so we sat there..then gan surprise jayne wif flowers...then after her.. Adrian comes wif flowers n pass 2 pak how..n i was kinda surprised la..coz pak how actually bought me flowers ...its pink hehe...I love da flowers..i'm really very happy le.Da event starts quite late..I enjoy da bahai dance..it is very nice.. n i also like da fashion dance ...really darn funny la..da guys all ..like kar hoe,pedram,murali n shaun.. me n pak how was shouting n clapping so loud..n we laugh so much...n this steph is so lucky coz she won da lucky draw...n she also won da best dress award..expected it already hehe..me,pak how,gan,n jayne cheer 4 steph we shouted for steph's name so loud .. congrats steph..oh yar.. not 2 forget..da vp is darn nice esp da initial f..hehe.. all da guys in there is funny n yeng accept someone la....u gurls know who la hehe..the food there can say not bad la..I ate quite a lot of fish coz i love fish...but dun have any desserts compared 2 hilton hotel last year ...actually i can't wait 2 dance wif my darling.. cant wait 4 them 2 open da dance floor hehe...Then when i got da chance 2 dance dat time..we got dance but then dint dance much also coz mostly everyone ciaow already..

I went out 2 take pics wif da bitching babes,jayne n also aunjie..n other friends also..we take quite a few la but not dat much..Then later before we(me pak how,gan jayne,steph mervy,adrian,eng seng,) wanna go 2 da room 2 drink d wine dat steph got for her lucky draw...we took a few pics..took pics wif my darling..but only got one..i notice...then got take wif jayne gan n also steph wif mervn...took very few pics only wif my darling..shud have take more le..sigh'..regretting now...haiz....then later after finish drinking da wine...we went 2 our rooms n sleep coz we were tired already..n then da best part is i got 2 hug my darling n sleep da whole night,this is da first time i get 2 hug him whole night n this wat i wanted for so long..i was hoping dat 4 so long n at last..my dream came true.i dint really sleep coz i want 2 hug my darling n look closely of my darling sleeping,if i sleep then sure very fast da next morning wan..so i couldn't sleep i keep myself awake just 2 hug him n watch him sleep.....I enjoy dat night so much..n I miss dat night le..wish i could turn back time..hehe.n then da next day after i got home i already missing my darling n u all..i really feel like crying dat time.. so i kinda cried la really...I'm telling u all dat i really really enjoy so much n i felt so darn happy... its really my happiest day in my life...i will remember it forever..oh..n i wants u guls punya pics also k..i wants 2 put into one cd then go print it out....thanks guls..love u guls lots..without u all i dun think I will be so happy,u guls make me more happy n cheerfull.....n special thanks to Adrian coz he took pics 4 me n took da flowers...n also special thanks 2 jayne n aunjie coz help me wif my make ups n thanks 2 kar hoe n debbie 2 coz they bought da flowers...and of course my darling also,did a lot of stuff for me also just 2 prepare for my o-night...MUAks...I appreciate it a lot..THanks.thanks Thanks.....love u ppl a lot...MUAKS!!!!

Orientation Nite ROCKED!!

I went to school like every other Friday. ^^ Left school early at 11 to go to Sing Yun's house to do the program books for O-Nite. Instead, we ended up going to a mamak in SS3 to do it. Hehe... after that we all went home and I quickly did my nails, which kept getting ruined! *sob* So I simply did it. ^^

Met Jayne (finally... after 3 to 4 years!) at Ming Unisex (recommended by Astrid!) to do our hair for O-Nite. It's cheap and good. Hehe... at first, I was kinda worried that Jayne and I didn't have much to talk about because we haven't seen each other in years, but we ended up talking so much about practically everything! ^^ It was fun! And he hair looks so nice when she did it! She curled the bottom part of her hair. I just straightened my hair and made my hair line zigzag.

Waited for Mervyn at home for a long time because it was jammed all over. Was pretty upset at first because I thought I was going to be late. Well, I was late. I reached at 7:10pm and made everyone wait for me. Sorry girls! I even put the blame on Mervyn for coming late but it was my fault for not telling him when I'd be done earlier. *sob* Sorry sayang!! *muahx*

A big thank you goes to Aun Jie cause when I got there, she helped me do my make up and let me tell you that she was the bomb! ^^ Check out my pictures in my photo album and you'll understand why. She made me look damn goth... or according to Shaun, I look more punk. Whichever it is, she did a damn good job at it! *hugz* Thank you, Aun Jie!

I kept forgetting everything! I stored my stuff in Jayne's room at the hotel first before we went for O-Nite. I first forgot my camera, then I forgot everything else! Even my junior's presents! *sigh* Sad stuff... sorry, Jayne! Troubled you so much!

It started out okay. Jayne got bored pretty fast. I had to admit that the beginning wasn't so great but it got better. The PV was good! Hehe... very funny and entertaining! Especially the Initial F! ^^ F stands for Fatt! Which is Weng Fatt's name! Hehe...

Then, lucky draw came! ^^ The first number they called was 199! That's Mervyn's or my number! Well, I went and get the prize. Hehe... it was Marino! Red Wine! *yum* good stuff. Hehe... finished it last night before I went home. ^^ Still keeping the bottle though. Some memories cannot be forgotten, right? ^^ I was so happy I got a prize for nothing. ^^ I'm lucky!!

And let me tell you that dreams do come true! I was hoping so badly (that I'd kill for it!) that I would win 'Best Dressed' for girls. Then again, when you dress in all black and with a scary face, who wouldn't notice you? Hehe... I won 'Best Dressed Girl'!! I didn't give a damn about 'Prom Queen'. I didn't want to be 'Prom Queen'! I wanted 'Best Dressed'!! Anyway, here are the award winners for BB O-Nite 2005:

Prom King: Pedram
Prom Queen: Debbie
Freshie King: Sam Eugene
Freshie Queen: Poh Yoke
Bachelor of the Year Male: Muruli
Bachelorette of the Year Female: Venothini
Best Dressed Male: Melvinderjit
Best Dressed Female: ME!!!!!!!!

Hehe... okay! Let me drown in my glory, will you?! Hehe... I spent more on accessories than my dress even! I think last night was a night full of happiness and surprises for me. I didn't expect to get anything for lucky draw or win 'Best Dressed' although I hoped to win that award. It's my first time winning lucky draw. ^^

Later on was Fashion Show! Just go see my pictures and you'll understand why. There's Pedram, Kar Hoe, Muruli and Shaun! Go see those! ^^ They're da bomb! And damn sexy too!

Finally got pictures of the bitchin' babes and the extended bitchin' family! Hehe... wanted to post the pictures here but... a little lazy to go to my photo hosting site and upload so just go see my photo album in my links, ok! ^^ I think that was all for the night. I really had a lot of fun! Thanks to everyone who made it possible especially Mervyn. ^^ *hugs* to the extended bitchin' family!!

*muahx* & *hugz* x10000000000000000 goes to Mervyn for driving, accompanying me, etc. I'm still happy!! Even though it's the next day... *sigh*

my version of o-nite!!

O-nite! A nite everyone waited for!! It was quite worth it though...as it IS the last year for us upper sixes! It was a memorable one!! Mydate on that was Jie! Haha....i sound like a lesbo now that my date is a female!

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Me, Sing Yun & Steph flew from school on friday. I think the reason for it was because the ribbons for the programme book ran out and we need to go get more of it. Is that a nice reason for flying from sch? Nvmla...kinda use to it though! Debbie, brigitte and few of them also went off at around 11 something! And boy, Singyun was kinda freak coz her 1st time going like det! Then, we went to singyun's hse to change in t-shirts [which is still with me!] and then went to get ribbons from singyun's mom's shop! 1st time seeing her parents though...><

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Wow...everywhere is jam on that particular day! Is it a happening day for everyone else too? I got home around 1 and coincidently, Jie's car is behind me which is on her way to my hse! As soon as i reach home, took my bath n shampoos and bla bla bla den we walk to the saloon!! It took me more than an hour to finish my hair as i was getting my hairm wash, steam, blow and starighten [temporary only] . While jie has to wait for me for around 1/2 hour. Hers is real funky wei!! Nad the saloong lady gave us pointers...whenever u go out, count how many stuff did u wear! If it's more tthan 8, it's too much! If u style ur hair ONE, make-up TWO, shirt THREE, pants/skirt FOUR, shoes FIVE, every accessories counted as ONE!! It's a pointer from fashion designers...so remember girls!

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Then, we came back to my hse around 3 something and we started on make-up! Jie did hers 1st and it took aorund 1/2 hour while i take around an hour! Haha!! And in mid-way, my mom suddenly pop into the house! She's suppose to be working and not suppose to be at home!! Scare the hell out of me! But thx god also la...she tighten my dress for me! hehe!! I think i look not bad...but i look bad on camera! I guess it's det way since i choose to put glossy stuff on my face! It reflected all da lights and i think i look weird on camera!!! But it's ok...in real...not bad i guess!

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Then, around 5.30, we're on our way to Holiday Villa!! I drive and was tailing a black Evo VII but that evo was behind me!! All the way to the subang roundabout he was right behind me!! hahah!! Then...we got lost! Serious! We turn into this huge highway....and i duno where it is. Then, we have to follow the road signs one by one all the way to Holiday Villa. We finally reach at 6.30! Saw Subba and ask her where is da ballroom and turn out we were really early! So we went and find Debbie in her room! Somewhere in 5th floor. Kenny, Debbie and Kubrina [i think] was inside...i dun remember! But it was a huge chaos inside so we decided to get out and into jayne's room. Tracey was also in there though... Jayne open the door and Tracey was standing far back...and she didn't know who i was until i called her! =.=""" her blurness never goes off! Turn out they're not ready and Jie helps all of them make-up!!

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Then, Puiyih reach...^^ She looks so matured in her attire, hair, make-up and everything!! then, Steph finally came and she's late!! Plus, she hasn't gotten anything ready!! Jie helps her make-up in the bathroom. She's goin gath and she definitely looks like one in that make-up! tracey's in pink as usual...sweet girl look!! While jayne is the hot babe! She has on a short dress ^^which look awfully nice on her.

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Then, I say at the VIP place with xiao yee and the gang...hehe! We were serve with food and doesn't need to take ourself but da 1st dish...listen! 6 MACARONI, 1 MINI TOMATO AND VEGES! Wat's up with that? I get back home later in the nite and took 2 packets of maggi ok!! grrr.r.....! Theperformance...i shall not talk bout it as it's in singyun's post!

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I went home around 12.30am...and reach home around 1 am!! As Jie needs to get home early...^^ But before that, we took lotsa photos...especially with the bitchin babes and jayne n jie! Plus...hace photos with kugen and fung hong as promise!! Luckily i went back!! Hehehe...i tihnk i promise some others too...but i guess i went back too earkly...sorry peeps!! I guess that's bout it about my day on that nite...

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TBC by the others~~~

o-nyt

oh My GoD!!...its finally over..i used to think that when is o-nyt,i can't wait for it.but when its happenin,i don believe its dat day,when its over,all is in my memories.
not a good start.o-nyt day itself,i flew wid steph,n mun yee.B4 i left,ms vany saw me goin off.OhMyGosH!!i never do this in my life b4.that is my 1st time,n a teacher(my class/chemistry teacher) saw me leavin.debbie,n brigitte also flew.they followed kar hoe's car.they meet up wid my darlin at astaka went went to kL.3 of us went to my house,changed,n yum cha while tyin ribbon wid the programme book.
we went off around 12.45p.m.i reached home,i start to type n print out the ticket list.almost 2.15,i pack my bag 4 overnyt in hotel.it took me around 20 mins to pack up.then everythin i put aside,n i went off to saloon wid my short pants n t-shirt but i brought my dress along.it was rainin,n i had to walk to the saloon wid a plastic bag wid my dress in n umbrella.its impossible to bring my other bags(i had to bring 3 plastic bag, n a bagpack) to the saloon when the car is near my mom's shop(saloon is next to my mom's shop)i had my hair do,a bit like last year's,n i rushed to my fwend's place around 3.45 for make up in hartamas.i wore my dress olredi b4 the hairdo,wid my pants coverin it n jacket.i don wan to wt my dress coz its rainin n i was wearin slipper.i left my high heels at home.
anyway i did my nails too which i waste my time there.i left hartamas around 5.30.it was still rainin n its after work time.the place was jam n i was in deeeeeep SHIT.i was suppose to fetch brigitte from puchong to hotel,but everywhere was jam.n i need to go home to take my bags n corsages from my mom.i called up my ling ling while im still stuck in jam to help me to take my things n the flowers too.i forgotten...camera.thats the huge thing which i regreted,not bringin a camera.
anyway,i end up couldn't fetch brigitte,it was late,6.10p.m,she ask her tired mom to fetch her there.i felt bad(DUH, OBviously).i reached there around,7.00p.m.im real deep shit.im in charge of tickettin n registration which suppose to start at 7.n where do i went after parkin the car?oh im suppose to wait for my ling ling at the carpark n i can take my heels from him.he said go to the room 1st,n meet him when he reached..i went meet up wid debbie in her room,n got myself prepare wid my jewelleries.eugene called.so i went down.then rushed to my room,n to the reception.n my ling ling surprised me a bouque of flowers..pink roses..(name is peach).2 dozen.my ling ling purposely buy 2 dozen coz he wans it to b diff from other ppl who bought 1 dozen.i love the flowers so much.thank you ling ling..muazxx
everything was fine.it was a great nyt.i did enjoyed.then performances.i love the bahai dance(yo shamir!!gr8 job..n others of ^bahai group from pj & subang^).it was so coordinated & organized.it was so cool n ~cunted~.others,was so n so,but the 2nd last,fashion show.i got to dressed up like a hawaiian guy,n shaun(my partner)had to dressed up like a hawaiian sexy lady wid the to red n yellow spots coconut shell,wid *hula* skirt.oh my,so seductive.i loved murali's n pedram's.AGREE?murali wore a red halter dress which belongs to edel,he got the lady shape.he used socks as boobs n walkin in heels.oh my.i loved his hair.damn cunted.shaved a bit..like stripes.i donno how to describe.he really looks like a black(negro) lady.PEDRAM wore debbie's cheongsam.he actually fit into it but flat.too tight to add boob.peddy actually hav nice butt.he really can do cat walk like wat models do.can see his butt..ohh...if im a guy,n he's a girl,i woo her woi.impressed!
last,me n my ling ling,debbie n pedram,4 of us dance for the opennin dance floor.i screwed it up.not to say i forgot the steps but i couldn't follow.moreover,my heel's strap came off.n i almost tripped.then when dance floor opened,im suppose to dance wid eugene but i hav to take photo wid other bitchin babes n angie(hope is right spellin)n jayne.
i couldn't really dance wid my ling ling.not many slow dances..but i spent my whole nyt wid him..
we went yum cha at taj..many ppl were there..who went ar?..me,my ling ling,teng chan,debbie,nicholas,mandy(all in teng chan's car)joey,kenny,kugen,fung hong n najia.everyone were hungry.we didn't eat much during the o-nyt..my ling ling ate 2 burgers n a bowl of curry maggi mi.of coz...i stole some from him.
then ganesh n chi wai came n join us after najia went off.but then we got to go...n left both of them there.poor kub's bf.
off we go..me n my ling ling were too tired..went back to the room n slept.
8.40A.M,we woke up..get ready to swim.luckily steph lent me her swim suit.me n my ling ling went to nick's room n kacau them..ask them to come along..then we went to gan's room n kacau him...hahah..end up..my darling n i went down to swim 1st.its around 9.30.we swam n swam..til tired...then nick came wid mandy..we swam together..then around 10.40,we went back to our room n pack.we went for breakfast near the bak kut teh's street..then back to hotel,we pack n went off...wat a gr8 nyt n day for me.
after i sent my ling ling off at his dad's office,went home,put things aside,then i went to sleep.i missed my darling olredi..felt so lonely n its like im apart from my ling ling far far away.i woke up half an hour later.felt worse.i called him.he didn't pick up the phone.i guessed he's too tired n slept too.then i msged him to tell him how i felt.then i went back to sleep.til 4.55 p.m.called him again..then went to mandi,then i went to his house b4 tuition.i missed him too much..hehe

bb idol

BB IDOL is over.ALL the stress my darling been through is now gone.im happy n proud of my ling ling to get through to finals..n even judges said he got very beautiful voice to sing...but my darling too NERVOUS.he made my heart beat faster when he sang 'My BABy You' n look at me while singing.i just stunned,not movin for about 2 minutes i guess..consider long leh.
a loot of ppl saw he's lookin at me ..n they turn to me too.
I GOT PIC of ME n JAC...JACLYN VICTOR.n her signature..i even got her mom;s signature.
oh my...she sang 'if i ain't got u' n 'gemilang' made the speaker almost crack even it did crack a bit.heheehe..dats all for now...im tired,sleepy n donnno wat to say more til then chao...

zzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZ*****Dream Of MY DarLInG^EuGenE^********

I SKIP SCH TODAY!!!!!

YAY!!!! I skip sch today..erm..only three of de bitchin babes were there le...(me,Mun Yee n Steph)BUT it was ok le.... lets see steph went n meet myee at astaka so tat myee can park her car there 4 free..then they went to taman jaya lrt station to fetch me!!! so nice of u o..btw tnx ya... then we went 4 breakfast at state...tat shop haf coffee bean chair o..haha..
then we went DOTA!!!! v went to war net at oug!!! v were the oly gal there.. v rawx!! afta det we went to pearl point 4 bubble tea.. erm we were quite early le..all de shops were not open yet..v spend time in living cabin oly le...o ya!!! all de bitchin babes haf something same ady....TAT ITS.... badges!!!
then v went to Quickly 4 bubble tea n waffle..choc waffle.. yumyum..afta det v head back to peejay le... steph drop me n myee at lrt station coz v got tuition...steph went to mervyn hse le... where else?? haha.. steph jokin oly ar... dont b mad k?! muacks muacks....
its nice to haf u ppl to hang out wit!! so..nex time u o pui me go make ic k?! hahaha..
i cannot write as much as tracey la... samo im freezing to death in library....tats all le..take care...muacks muacks!!! love ya all....

FuN FuN FuN!!!!!!!!!!!!

HelLO...ThiS is my first time blogging ya..so dun laugh at me...well so yesterday I went shopping wif da bitches..except poor Debbie coz she is sick..actually i also still sick but i still go haha..coz not dat serious la..actually i dunwan 2 go wan..coz i no money..n then sick some more..n then never study yet..exam coming real soon...but..i decided 2 go coz dunwan fong fei kei my chi mui's since they want me 2 go badly...hehe..KIddin*...n lucky i did went..coz i have lots of fun..I left around 11 dollars n sum cents onli dat time..but lucky got my chi mui' s 2 borrow me if not i no money 2 makan also..
ok..here's about our outing yesterday..After steph fetching pui yih n sinyun..then she come n fetch me 2 her house..Then later mun yee came,so all 5 of us sit in 1 car to 1 utama,then we go yum cha at the CHILLIS(my fav restaurant)..we only odered drinks n 1 plate of chicken tortilla's coz its very expensive so we share le..while eating we wait 4 Najia 2 come....waited her quite long,so we just gossip ere n there..I got no money 2 pay so steph paid for me so i owe her..THen after najia came..we start 2 go shopping..steph went 2 mori pin 1st to get her o-night acessories..n she bought a butterfly ring n a choker there n its both black..its really nice n its suits her a lot..i dint buy anything even i saw sumthing i like coz i no $$$ hehe...anyway i already got all my o-night stuff so i think better not waste money 2 buy sum more..if not i will definately pokai..Najia was also looking 4 acessories 4 o-night..we went 2 a few shops,nothing dat she really likes..n then she went 2 tis shop name ?? i forget hehe..n bought a beautiful purple necklace which have ribbon on it 2 tie on your neck..its coOL...actually i dun really remember which shop or wat shop i go before also hehe..oh n then we(pui yih,Munyee,sing yun) went 2 Nose..n i show them my heels 4 o-night which i bought it on pak how's birthday...its PINK heehe..they say its nice...i love it a lot..coz its pink n my darling choose wan..He got a great taste though..hehe..
Then later go axcess(is it correct spelling?erm..sumthing like dat le )..selling all nice acessories,steph got my present there also rite..da pink flower scrungy..i damm like it le..coz its pink..SO we went in..steph they all start 2 look at da black colour acessories there while i look at those pink acessories n hairbands...NICE..but no money..so end up dint buy anything..while steph n mun yee bought sumthing which is really nice...mun yee bought a choker n then steph bought a necklace..da pendant somthing like shell type wan..very nice.I like both of thier necklace..while we were still in da shop..Najia got 2 go home..so she go 1st..so later after buying then sing yun go look at bra's..pui yih even went into da fitting room wif sing yun coz sing yun wants 2 try bra...then the next round,I also went it wif them HAHA..the fitting room is big..n there's sumthing extra inside dat onli 3 of us know wat's inside..steph n mun yee still dunno till now..haha..Then after dat..we went to the waffle world 2 makan a bit..all of us call diff food 2 try out..I like da waffle there.. change my mind after eating..i thought AnW waffle is da nicest..but no way.. da waffle in da waffle world is nicer...yum yum..can't wait 2 take my darling go try out also...well. i no money 2 pay again..n tis time i owe pui yih..
Then after that we walk walk then only go back 2 steph's house..we go see her change into her beautiful black 0-night dress,wif her acessories 2gather..everything..she looks hot hehe..i notice she got ass 2..hehe..Then actually i thought of going home after that..but i felt hungry n called mom..she say i can have dinner wif them..so i decided 2 have dinner wif them before i go back home..so they ask me where 2 eat..i can't make up my mind as usual..so we decided 2 go teng chan's restaurant..(wong Kok Char Chan Teng)Then when we reach there..i can't decide wat 2 eat..i'm fickle minded type of ppl ..but they din't get fed up wif me..luckyly..then later after thier food came..i tried pui yih's bowl of mee...its nice so i call dat..but then end up dint finish it..oh this time i owe sing yun..while we eating halfway...they were laughin coz of my blurness..i was laughing 2..its really very fun goin out wif them..they are so good..they take care of me 2 coz scare i sesat jalan coz i blur ma..oh ya i forget 2 include sumthing... while we walking at 1utama..tis pui yih hor..was looking at me then she noded her head n then i was asking her y le.. then she poke my booBS..haiyo tis pui yih ar..manyak hamsap punya..haiyo..actually i got lots more 2 type le..but i just cut it short le..coz i got 2 go dinner liao.....anyway dat's all le k.. c ya..muax..thanks a lot chi mui's for everything..thanks 2 steph 2 coz she fetch me go n back home.. thanks yea...muax...

cheap jing!!!

i hate him!!!! there's guy out there who act like a total f*&%ing bitch!!! who do he think he is ar?! jackass!!!! if i wanna tell other bout my own stuff i will let them noe la....i dont need u to telll other';s 4 me!!! fuck offf la!!!!

he told everyone something bout me tat he himself is not sure!!! get a life la!!! so many things happen today!!! im speechless la!!!
i hate u G!!!!!!!!! if i find out he say anymore things bout me he is so gonna get it from me!!! i'll make sure he pay 4 wat he do to me!!!

he ruin my gud reputation in sch!! n guess wat this chicken ere dont denied it!!! U chicken!! if u dare to tell others bout me!! at least haf the gut to admit it le!! CHICKEN!!!! a fucking useless chicken!!!

Can you possibly understand some people? After creating a mess out of your life and then getting you out of their lives, they come back and say stuff about them regretting it?

No way.

I do not appreciate being treated in such a way where I would remember it my whole life. I do not appreciate being mistreated so! Did you really think I would go back to being yours? Did you really think I could forget and let it go? Did you really think that saying a simply sorry after so long, I would just dump everything I have now and go back to my fucked up life?

No way.

Thank you. Pretty flattering, yes, I admit but you already messed up my life before. Don't do it again. I'm happy, overall. Not only in the boy-girl-relationship area but in the friends area. I'm happy with my dear dear and all my friends acknowledge him. Even my family does! I have a future. I have a life.

I do not look back at the past. I do not want to. I look towards the future. No, I will never look back. Never.

i hate bb boys...... gggrrrr. some of them at least....

what the ^$## so freakin annoying la these people... some just dun understand anything... some are so bloody childish.. n some r just plain assholes.... i dun understand la.. tell me u guys what's up with them...

i've been racking my brains trying to think what i've done wrong.. my gosh... suddenly people tellin me they hate me.. reason? i dun wan tok to them? aiyo people bz a bit oso can rite? can GROW UP ah?? haih... must not mingle with lil boys... damn sad man....bleah bleah bleah...

Me? A Big Threat?

I am so sure how does it felt when you were in a relationship and someone's trying to ruin it. I've been in that place before so I will not ruin others! Da last time it happen was juz coz my cousin sis tot he wasn't meant for me so she bullshit n tried to break us up and wat did she get exactly? Nothing. Just a tight slap across her face from me. She juz cared so i understand. Now, I've been accused of being a 3rd party and wow, it DID surprised me! Someone really tot i was such a big threat! She warn me to keep my hands off her boy. I NEVER even laid hands on him. I didn't even plan to lay my hands on him.

THAT'S NOT IT!

What I am so angry at is cause she have to go tell others bout it n say I'll ruin her relationship. I didn't even intend to do anything at all. C'mon, I'm such an obedient girl aren't I? Confronting me is more than enough, you don't need to tell everyone else bout it rite? I still have a reputation to keep kay? *Tsk Tsk* If I wan, I would have ruin it already when I have da chance! I don't need to be patiently and waiting seeing you being lovey dovey ain't it?

PLUS!

You don't have to assumed I like your guy rite? ASSUME is not appropriate. If you would like to know so much, why don't you ask me? Then if I am, I would so welcome u to tell everyone bout it. You can't be talking bout ppl at her back! Who's bitchier that way?

If you wanna mess with me, I'll see who can hold on longer. Now, I do sound like a THREAT!

I believe I speak for both Mun Yee and myself when I say we've been betrayed and lied to. And to think we believed that person but that person backstabbed us both. Why can't you just tell the truth instead of denying it all? I absolutely hate people backstabbing me. Take that. I HATE PEOPLE BACKSTABBING ME and that means that I HATE YOU. You should know who you are but if you don't, then you're just an idiot.

Maybe more me and less Mun Yee. ^^ But I won't object if Mun Yee would like to be included. Hehe... and by the way girls, my birthday is in 10 days!! ^^ Just being mengada!!

Look Who's Back!!

I'm back!! Did anyone miss me??? I came back from 'free-air-condition' place! wuahahha

I've been dying to blog the whole entire day. I DO NOT BELIEVE YOU PEOPLE!! Haha... I went out for a few hours and I came back to see the entire blog filled with items! Nevermind! Good good... ^^

By the way, I've been thinking the whole entire day and I've been waiting to say this...

How can A get angry at B just because B didn't invite A to go out with B just this once when A most of the time never invited B and always left B out of everything?!

Utter nonsense.

I mean seriously... get a grip of yourself, man! Just because you were left out once? Damn it man! How many times have you made me left out?! Now you know how I feel? Yeah. Feels damned good, right?!

my very 1st??

hoho~ dis is sooo totally cool huh? my 1st time writing here wor..*pEacE* btw, too many stuff has been happening to me...^^ all ups n downs...and da most surprising and memorable of all is i found out i'm such a threat to some bitch out there *tsk tsk* dun worryla...i so gd girl rite? =p how could i hav da heart to break up ppl's happy relationship le? nahh...so not MunyeE isn't it? wuahaha btw...and happiest this few weeks is having fun with steph, tracey, puiyih and debbie *thUmbS uP* da sticker photos!! i'm SOOOO proud of it and da food in chilis...yum...i like det chicken man! thx guys! really cheered up a gloomy girl det wasn't feelling all so gd dis few weeks! we ROX man!! *pEacE* oh...btw, i'm goin Cameron tml! for one night 2 days~ so, dun miss me yah!! =p

FFK!!!!!

this is where the bitchin' begins... hehehe crappin starts.. READY 1 2 3..... some one ffk me tis week...v were suppose to go out 2geda-geda but tat ppl say not free last minute.. i was damm piss off!!!! at first coz tat person din inform me i found out from somebody else... if u was in my position me..wat u feel??? sighz... im a bit dissapointed le... BUT im fine adi..tats d problem wit me..i can get mad at ppl damm fast n forgive them in 5 minutes or more la.... its jst hard to control my good heart..hahahah.. To those ppl who ffk me b4... DO NOT DO THAT AGAIN!!!!!! or.......im goin to make u strip dance 4 me....muahahahahah
im goin to plan de nex outin n make sure u turn up tis time k???? tats all le... ppl take care.... Love ya all....

Hie!!!!muahahaha... I'm the 1st to post ya???the home page soooooooooo cute!!!!kekeke....yesterday was damn fun le!!!thx for temanin me y'all!!!but i think we should go easy on the horror movies for awhile ya?had no appetite for dinner after that gross movie.......mmmm...gtg for chem...sigh.. later continue with my nonsense lo.. muacks..