Monday, September 05, 2005

I have so had it!!

I so have had it with u ppl...I was just minding my own damn business until I found out u delete a teeny weeny testimonial from me. If u didn't approved it, I can still accept it, but u delete it after a long time it's there. Do u know what this means? You've ruin a friendship once and for all. I dun care if it's your own doing or is it your girlfren. Maybe u dun care at all. I dun even know why in the 1st place. What the hell did i do in the 1st place? As far as i know, nothing.
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Up till now, if u've wave and said hello or bye, I would wave and say hi...but that's it man. You're the one who did this. I know it was just a testimonial but by deleting it, it meant a lot. I always wanted to say this, but I never said it but now, I am not holding back anymore.
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WE'RE DEFINITELY NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE.
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I dun care if i offended anyone by reading this but I dun give a damn anymore. You've told me that now that u have a girlfriend, u wouldn't spend or share much with me anymore. That's ok. I was fine with it. And then, u told me, your girlfren is the one not letting u talk to me. That's ok too. I dun mind but there's still hi and bye. And then now, u've showed me this. Maybe I am sensitive but I am sure that little testimonial there doesn't even have anything lovey dovey or whatever like det. I accepted that perhaps you just love her so much to hurt her. I really did understand u know?
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I didn't know whether to feel betrayed or feel dissapointed. Maybe I should wipe my glasses and see clearly what friends I make next time. I should have known I shouldn't share so much with u. I should have known that I shouldn't have believe whatever u said. I did. I trusted u with secrets. But u've took all that and never return back. Even as a fren. No words could even explain how I felt now.
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I have so many other frens that are much worse than u in attitude. But did u know? They appreciate friendship and no matter what or who came in the way. They've would come forward to help and talk to me if I have trouble or when I needed help. Instead, u have turn ur head away right u found someone inportant. Now I know how small I've been. Now I know, what am I to u. Now I know, u didn't treated me as a friend at all.
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Now, I know, u're not a fren or anyone I know after all. I dun know u. I will never look at u anymore. I am not going to mention ur name from my lips anymore. I've so had it. I've been patient enough with u and ur girlfren's attitude for so long. My patience has worn off.
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If u know who the hell are u, get a grip. You have no idea what has she done behind your back. And girl, you have no idea what my-used-to-dear-fren-of-mine said behind ur back. You wouldn't have guess it all ur life.
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I never wanna talk about it anymore...

3 comments:

The J said...

wah wah....im missing a lot.how i wish im studyin in ur school for the purpose of getting all the juicy gossips first hand.hehe.anyway,*gotta be serious now*,mun yee,guys who are like that will always be guys.take it as umm,a lesson to be learnt.that guys like this whether got gf or not still the same one...

TrAc3Y said...

yea yea...its really obvious which is real cool...I think they are probably reading tis but who cares haha...dat's our main point..
Now he got not much friends already haha..tai sei la..who ask him 2 go backstab his friends n even his own gf..so stupid.I neva seen a couple like dat before,which the bf backstab her so many times...n da gf is so childish,immature n not open minded n so old fashion too..how can she dun let her bf talk wif other guls n its only just a friend..n b'coz dat she dun like u den she ask her bf 2 delete ur testi n dun tok 2 u.? IMMATURE N CHILDISH BITCH la she..
I dun need friends like her n her best friend..they are nothing 2 me..coz they LIE 2 me a lot n backstab me..they really SUCK..

d4isuk3 said...

yeah! tracey is damn ons! haha.. she is super nice but she can also be super bitchy! that rocks. yeah! tracey rocks!! haha.. munyee, i understand! we're not toys man! we're not 'friends' you can dump and ditch anytime you wish. even i, who get super jealous, doesn't get jealous like that. i never stopped my bf from talking to other girls. ^^ yay! tracey, they take advantage of you la. with friends like that, you don't need enemies. and omg, i cannot imagine if my bf starts backstabbing me! haha.. just proves what kind of people they are. how terrible horrible vegetable their attitudes are. one who is super siu-hei, mengada, always thinks she is right and pathetic and childish. i won't say i'm not childish.. just not THAT childish. another can't stand her so he bitches about her to the world? come on! isn't she the one you love? you're supposed to accept her right? haha.. she's THAT bad? hehe!! if they ever confront any of you guys, CALL ME! i'm not going to sit and watch a show man. i want to be IN IT!! haha.. bitchin babes ROCK!!!!