Monday, September 05, 2005

sorry

sorry for the previous deleted blog..
cant post it...im creating conflicks..n curiosity...felt bad...but anyway..forget bout it..ppl who read it...u guys should know...its not for a specific person..but a lot ppl...so don;t think its only for a person...
sorry for the inconvinient and misconception...n wateva la...donno how to write...
so take cares all..
sorry yah...im ok...im not angry..just pissed at that time..so no worries...donnola...donno wat to write

I have so had it!!

I so have had it with u ppl...I was just minding my own damn business until I found out u delete a teeny weeny testimonial from me. If u didn't approved it, I can still accept it, but u delete it after a long time it's there. Do u know what this means? You've ruin a friendship once and for all. I dun care if it's your own doing or is it your girlfren. Maybe u dun care at all. I dun even know why in the 1st place. What the hell did i do in the 1st place? As far as i know, nothing.
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Up till now, if u've wave and said hello or bye, I would wave and say hi...but that's it man. You're the one who did this. I know it was just a testimonial but by deleting it, it meant a lot. I always wanted to say this, but I never said it but now, I am not holding back anymore.
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WE'RE DEFINITELY NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE.
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I dun care if i offended anyone by reading this but I dun give a damn anymore. You've told me that now that u have a girlfriend, u wouldn't spend or share much with me anymore. That's ok. I was fine with it. And then, u told me, your girlfren is the one not letting u talk to me. That's ok too. I dun mind but there's still hi and bye. And then now, u've showed me this. Maybe I am sensitive but I am sure that little testimonial there doesn't even have anything lovey dovey or whatever like det. I accepted that perhaps you just love her so much to hurt her. I really did understand u know?
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I didn't know whether to feel betrayed or feel dissapointed. Maybe I should wipe my glasses and see clearly what friends I make next time. I should have known I shouldn't share so much with u. I should have known that I shouldn't have believe whatever u said. I did. I trusted u with secrets. But u've took all that and never return back. Even as a fren. No words could even explain how I felt now.
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I have so many other frens that are much worse than u in attitude. But did u know? They appreciate friendship and no matter what or who came in the way. They've would come forward to help and talk to me if I have trouble or when I needed help. Instead, u have turn ur head away right u found someone inportant. Now I know how small I've been. Now I know, what am I to u. Now I know, u didn't treated me as a friend at all.
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Now, I know, u're not a fren or anyone I know after all. I dun know u. I will never look at u anymore. I am not going to mention ur name from my lips anymore. I've so had it. I've been patient enough with u and ur girlfren's attitude for so long. My patience has worn off.
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If u know who the hell are u, get a grip. You have no idea what has she done behind your back. And girl, you have no idea what my-used-to-dear-fren-of-mine said behind ur back. You wouldn't have guess it all ur life.
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I never wanna talk about it anymore...

Friday, September 02, 2005

u're too much....

Hahahhaha! I beat Steph to blogging 1st!! Let's see...where shall I start...
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It happen like this, Me and Steph skipped school...yes, again, and we do our usual thing again! As usual, we will go for breakfast this time in a mamak in seksyen 14 and guess wat?! She ate the whole plate of roti canai...haha...ok, i'm making it sound dramatic!
Then, around 8 sumthing, we went to OUG's warnet...yes to DOTA again. It's been so long since we played it so spare us! And in the beginning, I won 2 times in a row, and it has a reason to it! It's not because I'm great or wat, it's because i was using The Sentinel and not The Scourge. BEcause, in the 3rd round, we switched teams and I LOSE!! Steph was taking her revenge on me!! And...she sound bitchy whie doing that!! Hahahahha! I'm serious! When she lose, she'll start saying "You're too much man, Munyee...too much!!!" And when she wins...whoaaa! She goes "Nanana, I win...yes I win Munyee" Maybe that's not exactly she say la..but roughly yes! Actually, when i was winning, I was like det too...=p and losing...same also..hahhaha! So, both of us were being bitchy in the CC!
Oh, and one more thing, while we were there, there's this sakai fella who keeps repeating the song crazyfrog on his comp and it gets so annoying coz it goes over and over again!! That's one idiot I wanna mention...^^
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And...we went to get bubble tea again today! It was so delicious rite?! It was so nice it can make your stomach bloat! Hahah! Seriously, we were so doom to be doing this a week before trials! We should try this again, but after exams ok? And not only 1 on 1...let's get more ppl!!! Kla...go study!! WheEE~~ I'm just being pathetic, I won't study now...=.=